I'm a Fuckin Adult!

Well after taking advice from a few friends i decided to start blogging. So for my first blog i have decided to kinda outline how i think my blog posts will be about and set-up. Im thinking they are going to be pretty much like a live journal, or a rough outline of my days and adventures.. add in a few emotional thoughts and things from the heart. I have been Sober now for 6 months and 12 days, moved back to Cincinnati  28 days ago, and still find myself searching for new adventure. Today starts a new adventure: Blogging!

 I have thought about doing this more than once, and now i think i am ready. I'm not too concerned about how many people read my blog or even comment or like it. This is more for me, and its a way to express alot of things that are built up in me, and share what adventures i conquer.

 Things seem to be running pretty well since my move back and things are a ton better since i started my sobriety. I have lost some friends along the way, made new ones too. I have found that everyday, my day gets better from just one phone call, or one text! That usually sets my mood and emotions on high each and every day. Some days it takes longer for that to happen like yesterday and today, but im ok with that.
 I get a chance to do a lot of self realization and  a lot of self inventory on the daily. So far i love what i see, i love the guy i have become, i love where i am headed and whose going with me! Its hard to imagine how my life would be right now had i kept drinking, but why worry about that? Its not progressive and it doesn't help motivate me to keep on going with the crusade i started over 6 months ago! Crusade ? sure, its my personal crusade against my mind and body.. to become a better person.. to become ME!

 I have noticed a lot of changes in myself and i have seem a lot of my faults melt away just by challenging them and conquering those. Daily Adventures help to challenge my mind and spirit, keep more looking forward to the next day.. that next glimpse of happiness is just 1 second away! why live for the past? you can change it, you can only dwell on it... so what? yeah i might have fucked up a lot of things in the past.. but so what? dwelling on it only brings negativity, not positivity.. you can only live for now! So i embrace my time here and live it to my best ability.. weather its sharing my heart, my love with someone. meeting new friends, running amok and having fun doing it, or looking like a crazy person because i wanna let lose and beat a fence with a stick like i'm sword fighting.. so what.. i'm living for the moment.. because soon that moment will be gone, but there comes more and more moments ahead, and moments i want to share with a special someone...
 But i do know now since i have been going through these changes and since my sobriety i have come to one conclusion everyday that i know i am happy about and can live with: I'm a Fuckin Adult!

now to figure out how to add photos and pics to this .......