Waiting for a moment....

Waiting for a moment... Those 4 words play over and over in my head. What moment? Well it's a moment that I think everyone wants to happen at some point in their lives, and I know few have had it become a reality. It's the moment in a romantic film where the main character and their partner get into a nasty fight.. A few days pass or some time passes by and both are miserable and then the moment happens.. That moment is when one of them bursts in the door says something like : " I'm sorry, I can't do this without you. I love you!" and they embrace, kiss and make up... Then happy ending...
Yes that's the moment, the moment all of us long for at some point in life. I may be getting to soft or emotional but hell, I'm a romantic. One in which has been crushed by a woman long ago. One who has been hiding away deep inside a hard exterior and too afraid to come back out until now. Now this time it wasn't intentional that the romantic came out, this time it just happened. Music, life, love and a smile all have made that possible.. And one person in particular.
I know, I know... Bleeding heart stuff... Blah blah blah.. Like I said I decided to open up more to you readers of my blog. I've only gotten feed back from a couple people about my blogs. So it is hard to gauge if I should be open or not. In a way I'm not so concerned about it, I write how I feel and what's on my mind. So really I shouldn't even worry.
I heard a song by M83 that made me start thinking about this. The song is "midnight city". I heard it earlier watching a video that was shot in Dubai over 3 days and they used the song in the video, and now it's just playing in my head. But the only video playing in my head are pictures and small snippets of time and it makes me smile. I'm directing this video, cueing the music just right and playing it over and over. Its alot like the movie "entropy" starring stephen dorff. Which by the way is one of my favorites, and if you're into good romantic films then you'd best be taking my advice and seeing it.
I often wonder who has been reading my blogs. I am curious.. But there is a saying : curiosity killed the cat. So maybe it's best I don't know..Or if you do read it and like it then don't be afraid to share it with others. Well until next time i write... I'll see you all when I return from the dark side of the moon... Goodnight and savor all the moments you can and make them happy moments that stay with you and make you smile.