I soak it all up and let it Marinate!

Saturday, my first real weekend here in Louisville. It cold and snowy, sets a downtrotten mood as I step out the door and a realization that I'm here! I'm alive! And I'm scared! I'm optimistic! Alot of emotions run though me throughout the days here, but I'm keepin a positive attitude. Having only 2 friends here makes it tough to really get out and see the town and do stuff. So at Kelly's request I added the Louisville gore club on Facebook, I mean what's better than a club who loves horror films? Nothing, except a few hot rod guys to run around with.. But that will come later in the year. But I've been here for 2 weeks and yes it been lonely but I'll over come thAt. I try to keep busy, get my home organized and setup. But it feels like only my bedroom is my sanctuary. I need to work on making the house my whole sanctuary! Im only 2 hours from my closest friends but feels like an eternity, I can always call them when times are beating me down and I appreciate And love them for being there when I need them!
So I'm here! Louisville here I am! Over the last year I have gone through alot of struggle and it finally feels as though y life is finally on the right track! A great job, a new life, an amazing beautiful smart woman.. Seems like everything is going the way it should . I truelly am blessed! I've been through some I the toughest things I've ever faced over the last year and this year I'm makin it mine! I'm due for it! I've made massive strides in myself, I've made myself a better man, a man of my word, a man who can survive struggle and the hardest things life can throw at me! I'm stayin positive because it's time for life to see tht I'm going to make it what I DESERVE! Damn it makes me smile! Since I've been here I've tried to live everyday to the fullest, just by doing 3 things everyday : smiling , not half asses but truelly smiling and being happy. Thinking, taking time to really think in depth and use my mind at its full potential. And last but not least, have my emotions moved to tears, yes it sounds strange but it actually let's you run the gambit of emotions and honestly feels pretty good waking up in the morning now a days.
Well time for me to get going and doing something, I think today I'm gonna do a little gel geocaching. At least I'll be able to get out and see the city a little more and find a little adventure. Elvis might go with me but not sure yet, but I do know he's pretty happy and Im glad I have him with me. There's nothing like coming home to a happy puppy, excited tht YOU ARE THERE. That's what I need, that emotion right there..... Well until next time ... Stay free, and get out and try something new today.... Do it!