Thursday, January 19, 2012

Stepping back and closer to that cliff

So today is Thursday. Some days I have alot to do, today for example I have work then I have to do a ton of laundry.. I havnt been to a laundry mat in almost 7 years. So it should be interesting.
I've wrestled with the idea of being more open and expressive in my blogs, allowing you my readers into my life and my view points. Almost like creating a journal or something of that nature. There are a lot of inner things that are going on. Alot of conflict, but this is my winter of spiritual growth and that means alot of internal changes. But in the long run my hopes and dreams will come true! This year do far has been mixed with emotional ups and downs, I have my good days and my bad days. I know what advice I need to be taking but sometimes it's difficult to turn that advice into progress. I've got some good people in my life who I can turn to for anything and I am very grateful for that! It's a blessing. Already just writing a little has freed up a little inner tension, a little inner termoil. I know what I need to do and it's high time I took a step back... Closer to that cliff, strap on the parachute... Jump... And have faith and hope that it opens and I land safely... Well with that being said I'm off to work... Perhaps I'll write more later in today. Seems like I can become more open in this and it's therapeutic. Doesn't mean I have to publish every single written blog.....

2 comments:

  1. I mean this well - I'm not worried about you. You know who your friends are, you know who you can count on, & you know what you're supposed to do, & should be doing. You seem pretty centered man. Start mapping out those spots we talked about- find some indian places, great chinese, & a waffle house. There's good steak houses hiding in bowling alleys, find em'.

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