Monday oh how you've been terrible. I had to wait until almost 4 pm for the gas company to turn the gas on.. And it was freezing in the house today. Would have been nice for them to tell me a rough time they'd be here.. I could've gone to work Damn it!!! So I had to call off work today for it. I am not happy about it at all!!
So today I came to the conclusion that there are many things I worry about and my mind obsessively thinks about them. Makes me crazy sometimes, but it's about time to leave those in the past. Press forward and only control what I can, and not worry about the things I cannot change or control. I have a way I'd like my life to be, at least an ideal. But for now it's me, my controlled ability for my own life and actions. And yes I have come to the conclusion that I am a madman.. And my box? That's my 49 shoebox ford.. Tucked away in the garage.. My chariot through time and space.. But it only travels into the future and only at real time... :/ but hell it'll take me into the future, my future no matter where it leads I will be there. It's time for me to stop dwelling on the past and situations I cannot control and just try and live! So Louisville here I am... What do you have planned for me? I'm waiting... You know where to find me... And so does my OTP ....( Que the doctor who theme song...... ) I'm out!
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