So ive had an emotional weekend, the weather pissing me off, my house having issues as well, and well then theres quitting smoking too! All of which seems to culminate and seed into my brain and interrupt my sleep patterns. I get tired but im too anxious to fall asleep, so as i lay there trying to sleep my brain goes into full on attack mode! Sleep? no! Dreams? got em but what happened to them? Over time im noticing a major change in myself.. my dependancy on other people? maybe... or maybe im just bored and when i say bored.. i mean BORED! This weather has got to go!!! i need bright sunshine and temps above 60 to make me happy.. so why not move back to Fl or someplace warm? I have thought about it, but honestly im not ready to make another move just yet.. gotta see where "this thing" takes me... anyways...
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| ill take the Chair AND the lady with it!! |
Sleeping while theres a terrorist trying to inch out every possible area on the bed to sleep is very hard to do! Yes i have deemed my dog as a bed terrorist! Invading all possible areas that in which i want my legs and body in. Conquering all corners of the bed until finally i am pushed out and the only thing left to do is drop a nuke on the bed or napalm. He tries to wrestle the blankets away from me like they are camo covering up his secret base and military weapons he has been stock piling over the years. I dont worry so much about Bin Laden and Al Queda... more worried about Osama Bin Elvis and his trusty 2 kitty cat sidekicks.. tryin to takeover the bed! This is another reason i cant sleep.. cant get comfortable.. and i know everyone says.. just kick im off or keep him out of your room at night.. i would except he has super high abandonment issues! But until the day coems when i can get it off the bed.. i guess im going to keep fighting terrorism one night at a time!
But enough about sleep.. today is a beautiful day and im going to enjoy it as much as i possibly can!! maybe take the bike out for a ride around sharonville... other then that lets hope that the sun decides to stick around... i need it more and more since this weather is driving me crazy.. like having cabin fever and i live alone so thats a major threat to the american population.. think " massacre on Ohio Ave.. story at 11!!! "
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| about what i feel like sometimes! |



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